4th assignment

dear diary
Today seemed like the perfect day every thing was going fine until i got home my father had a seriouse face i asked what was wrong and he told me to sit down because we needed to talk he told me if i remember that trip we had been planning to california for months i nodded then he said well im going to take that trip but by myself next week my mouh just dropped i coulden't belive it he explainded that mom was upstairs with a migrane and that they had been talking and decided to get a separation trial he was leaving us i have never been with out my dad and i coulden't belive he was leaving me since i was little i have been close to him i love my mom but i can't be with out my dad i hate this day i hate my dad i hate everything i can't belive he is doing this to me!!
-samantha (love and other four letter words)

"RISE ABOVE THIS"

Take the light, undarken everything around me
Call the clowns and listen closely, I'm lost without you
Call your name every day when I feel so helpless
I'm fallin' down but I'll rise above this, rise above this

Hate the mind, regrets are better left unspoken
For all we know, this void will grow and
Everything's in vain, distressing you though it leaves me open
Feels so right, but I'll end this all before it gets me

Call your name every day, when I feel so helpless
I'm fallin' down, but I'll rise above this, rise above this
Call your name every day, when I seem so helpless
I'm fallin' down, but I'll rise above this, rise above this doubt

I'll mend myself before it gets me
(I'll mend myself before it gets me)
I'll mend myself before it gets me
(I'll mend myself before it gets me)

Call your name every day, when I feel so helpless
I'm fallin' down, but I'll rise above this, rise above this

Forty eight ways to say that I'm feelin' helpless
Fallin' down, fallin down', but I'll rise above this, rise above this,
Rise above this, rise above this doubt
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this song is about loosing someone to suiced thia song means a lot to me because my friend killed him self a few weeks ago because he was under so much pressure he was like brother to me but one day i recived a call from his brother and told me that maverick had commit suiced he locked him self up in the bathroom and drank proxied he ended up poisoning him self and died in the hospital the day after......

"EMPATHY"

Today was suppose to be the best day of my life, it was until I got home and my father had a seriouse face and told me to sit down, i asked what awas wrong, then i noticed mt mother was gone, then he tod me she was upstaris sleeping with a migrane, he stared at me in a weird way and i just kept wondering what wrong. Thats when he told me was leaving to california we ad been talking about this trip for months but it this time it was diffrent he said he was going alone that him and mom were thinking and they thought the best was for them to separate, I could never live withut my father im way more closer to my dad the my mom i coulden't belive he was doing this to me i felt like screaming nd yelling at hi so much!!

first assignment

how i live now is a book of how 5 kids survive through a war. stacy (the main character) was sent to england by her stepmother to live with her cousins, stacy loved living in englang with her cousins and didn't miss her family back i newyork at all, later then stacy fell in love with edmond the 2nd oldest of her cousins, her aunt was sent to london to wok so she ad to leave them behind bythemselfs and thats when the war started they would take care of each other then later were seperateted by the army, the people who stacy was staying with were killed so she left with her younger cousin piper to the wood to go look for edmond and the rest of her cousins, the trip was useless because they didn't find themthen late stacy was rescused mt her father and taken back to new york and she left all er cousins behind, 9 years later she came back and they still lived in the same house all togther she met up with edmond and married him and continued to live in england

SEVERE TORTURE - deecre of darkness



decide - sacrifical suicide

MAYHEM - death crush

MAYHEM - funeral fog

SEVERE TORTURE - consuming the dying